my life

OT everyday
this is my life
OT till 8:30pm to 9pm everyday.....
but i am glad that, at least i dun have to OT till 11pm...
(but i dunno whether need to start OT till 11pm next week or not T__T)

wisdom tooth surgery

monday i took Off In Lieu, then went for a wisdom tooth surgery
thanks gx to tell me about the surgery's procedure the day before, so that i had a mentally prepared before the surgery
when my dentist expert told me she felt that the surgery was extremely difficult to perform after seeing my xray, my legs were never stop shaking...... =_=
she said my wisdom tooth was 90 degree askew
and two angle somemore.....
if she didnt manage to pull two angle together out, then that will be a huge problem -_-
that was a horrible experience......
i think i had a huge amount of narcotic injections....
she gave me a mirror to see her surgery
i rejected....then she said, this surgery is much more brilliant and interesting than andy lau's concert lo.....and much more expensive somemore....
then i saw the last part, when she took out my broken teeth...
horrible......
luckily the surgery was successful, she manage to pull the two angle out....
i was given 3 days MC...
that night i went to singapore to see clinic
and asked for singapore clinic listed MC
because Maybank doesnt recognise malaysia's
damn it
because i took leave on monday, so i just asked for 2 days MC
i back home the next day
my chin is swollen
like i have double chin like that
and painful!!!!! not comfortable at all =(
damn it!!!!!!!
and now it is still swollen =(
dont feel like going to work ler =(
although i have already got 5 days break, sat-wed...and only need to start two days work this week
but
i still dun feel like going ler =(

pending

today i took half day leave
super shuang!!!!!
cuz the morning time is super easy to pass
1:30pm then can leave company
woohoooooo!!!!

i went ica....to extend my temporary employment pass
.................
15 mins then settled....
totally dun need to take leave lo..wasted!!!!!!!!!!

then i asked the officer about my pr application status
me: "so, how is my application status?"
officer: "pending"

I DUN KNOW IT IS STILL PENDING MER?????? redundant!!!

gateaway

i need a gateaway even in weekdays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also wish to watch movie, eat dinner, walk around after work =(

did i sleep yesterday???

I have no idea
How did I get thru yesterday night
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?
Seems like I did sleep……..but
I didn’t have the feeling of sleeping unconsciously…..
Normally, when I fell asleep, I will have no feelings until the next day I woke up
But yesterday, I think that I was only lying on the bed……didn’t fall asleep….
I can sense very clearly that I know I didn’t sleep the whole night……
But the weird thing is, if I want to categorize its into imsomnia…I don’t think so….

When I suffer insomnia, no matter how hard I tried, my brain will think a lot a lot a lot of things
And time past very slow…..
And I have a very clear mind!

When I fall sleep….i have one kind of satisfaction after I wake up…..
And the procedure of sleeping is unconsciously…..i will not even know what did I do during sleeping (for example: turn around, grab or kick the blanket….)

But yesterday, neither of the situation happnened……
I have a very clear mind, I know that I didn’t sleep
But
Time past very fast!!!
I dunno how did I get through of it?
I lied on bed at 11pm
The time I looked at the clock is already 3am…..what did I do for the 4 hours in between?
Totally had no satisfaction after "woke up"
I didn’t sleep
Seems like my brain was moving….
There were many stories inside my brain…..
I dunno whether those stories are "real dream" or "the daydreaming I created myself" ?

Ps: the difference between dream and daydreaming is
Dream is created unconsciously……
Daydreaming is "think too much by myself", like I create a story and think a lot a lot a lot of things while I was awake and brain is consiously working….

I have the feeling that "I created the story myself" while I was lying on the bed….
But my brain is not tat clear that how did I create it? Like the stories is continued automatically…..i didn’t have to think more about it….and I only can sense that I wasn’t sleeping!

My brain was very clear till 4am,
only till 5am, I finally had the feeling of sleeping…..(sleep unconsciously)
Bit I woke up at 5:45am…as I followed my dad came out from jb to sg…..

And actually I felt a bit sleepy now….
So
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?

Or, is this a situation as
I didn’t sleep well?

Or, the situation of….
I can sense that I was dreaming?
(cuz normally we will dream unconsciously right?)

people WANTED!!!!!!

Ng Huey Wen
Loh Pei Yoke
Tan Boon Yen
Tan Chip Ying
Teh Yilynn
Yap Shan Ming

Hey gals.....we have never met since my graduation....... that was already 3 months ago....
(except shanming, we did meet at ahzhu place.......,and yilynn...we've never met for more than 8 months -_-)

I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN SHALL WE MEET??????????

quota full

verline's bf told me that
this year PR application quota full....
his friend's friend alr work in singapore for 1 year
his salary is 4k...
but applied PR, fail...

then i think maybe i am from local U, and got the invitation letter....
shouldnt be any problem....

but just now huey wen told me that
our seniors said, the application start from june onwards,
all been rejected.....
even we are from local U and invitation letter....

because singapore PR quota is full for this year......


shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to quit de ler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!