did i sleep yesterday???

I have no idea
How did I get thru yesterday night
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?
Seems like I did sleep……..but
I didn’t have the feeling of sleeping unconsciously…..
Normally, when I fell asleep, I will have no feelings until the next day I woke up
But yesterday, I think that I was only lying on the bed……didn’t fall asleep….
I can sense very clearly that I know I didn’t sleep the whole night……
But the weird thing is, if I want to categorize its into imsomnia…I don’t think so….

When I suffer insomnia, no matter how hard I tried, my brain will think a lot a lot a lot of things
And time past very slow…..
And I have a very clear mind!

When I fall sleep….i have one kind of satisfaction after I wake up…..
And the procedure of sleeping is unconsciously…..i will not even know what did I do during sleeping (for example: turn around, grab or kick the blanket….)

But yesterday, neither of the situation happnened……
I have a very clear mind, I know that I didn’t sleep
But
Time past very fast!!!
I dunno how did I get through of it?
I lied on bed at 11pm
The time I looked at the clock is already 3am…..what did I do for the 4 hours in between?
Totally had no satisfaction after "woke up"
I didn’t sleep
Seems like my brain was moving….
There were many stories inside my brain…..
I dunno whether those stories are "real dream" or "the daydreaming I created myself" ?

Ps: the difference between dream and daydreaming is
Dream is created unconsciously……
Daydreaming is "think too much by myself", like I create a story and think a lot a lot a lot of things while I was awake and brain is consiously working….

I have the feeling that "I created the story myself" while I was lying on the bed….
But my brain is not tat clear that how did I create it? Like the stories is continued automatically…..i didn’t have to think more about it….and I only can sense that I wasn’t sleeping!

My brain was very clear till 4am,
only till 5am, I finally had the feeling of sleeping…..(sleep unconsciously)
Bit I woke up at 5:45am…as I followed my dad came out from jb to sg…..

And actually I felt a bit sleepy now….
So
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?

Or, is this a situation as
I didn’t sleep well?

Or, the situation of….
I can sense that I was dreaming?
(cuz normally we will dream unconsciously right?)

people WANTED!!!!!!

Ng Huey Wen
Loh Pei Yoke
Tan Boon Yen
Tan Chip Ying
Teh Yilynn
Yap Shan Ming

Hey gals.....we have never met since my graduation....... that was already 3 months ago....
(except shanming, we did meet at ahzhu place.......,and yilynn...we've never met for more than 8 months -_-)

I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN SHALL WE MEET??????????

quota full

verline's bf told me that
this year PR application quota full....
his friend's friend alr work in singapore for 1 year
his salary is 4k...
but applied PR, fail...

then i think maybe i am from local U, and got the invitation letter....
shouldnt be any problem....

but just now huey wen told me that
our seniors said, the application start from june onwards,
all been rejected.....
even we are from local U and invitation letter....

because singapore PR quota is full for this year......


shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to quit de ler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to work at 4am

i was informed today....
i was assigned to work on 22/11/2009
that day is sunday
and
4am
for our mainly disaster testing....

i am the only one in my department to go for the testing....(i think)
at 4am on a sunday...

what else can i say besides...
DAMN IT!!!!!

气管敏感

i always suffering coughing...
and i believe most of my friends notice it....
if i start coughing, i will continue coughing for 3 months....
so i always suspect i am suffering hundred days coughing...
which means i will recover automatically after coughing for 100 days....

yeah, i was right.....i went to consult doctor...
as my colleague all told me that i am spreading the virus to the office...
and i really wish to take MC....so i went to consult doctor...
if u all know me well, it is really hard for me to go consulting doctor...
haha
i just do not like, and feel afraid....
but, now working liao, MC really important...better go...

doc told me that i am suffering windpipe allergic....maybe due to my nose allergy and easy to get flu.... that's why i keep coughing... and the coughing doesnt sound like the normal coughing...
so drinking cough syrup will not cure....
he gave me 7 packets of medicine and 1 cough syrup.... 38 SGD, damn ex T^T

the main concern is, one of the medicine is lei4 gu4 chun2...
that is the medicine that cause chenliping fat T____T
i must control my appetite these few days...worried worried.....

friday MC, sat, sun free...and monday off in lieu....
4 days free =D

actually...i am very happy that i was on MC!!! no need to work!!! hurray!!!!=DDDDD

shit shit shit

my colleagues say...
our testing was forced to abort...
as the system was down.....
we have to let the IT ppl to solve the problem then test..
otherwise keep testing without solving the problem, the testing will not succeed...
hmm..ok
so, that's means...we will stop testing for two weeks
after two weeks then resume....
but....our deadline still very pack
they told me that, for my case...
i might not be able to go home on weekend from november, when we resume testing anymore....
i need to work during weekends....full shift...
and cannot go home...
damn it.....
the thing i am looking forward to since i start working...
is the reaching of friday..so that i can go home....
good lo....ask me to work on weekends......
shit shit shit.....

happy 22nd bday to me

although my bday already has passed 2 weeks...but...still worth to write la...hahaha

firstly, my parents brought me to restaurant taizi, (cuz restaurant pekin full of banquet=S) then they bought me a white chocolate cake from season, we had mooncake and longjin tea...

then, on my bday eve, my best mates came to singapore to find me for lunch!!!
that was the happiest thing after i work in maybank =S
haha
dearest shirley and ellie met me at ang mo kio hub...
we ordered pepper lunch =D
very very happy to meet them........ nice chat =D
and good luck to ellie....
looking forward to the life that 3 of us work in singapore and dinner together =)

on my bday....i really regretted that i didnt take leave....
cuz totally no mood to work......... and after work, already half day gone...
after dinner then went home then ended my bday....
super wasted!!!
madeline, my cute colleague bought me a muffin, thank you =DDD
a lots of compliment that day....many ppl said that i am pretty....hahahaha
because normally i wear very low profile =S hahaha

dear brought me to ION, win liao lo
he totally didnt know ION is at ORCHARD, instead of SOMERSET
end up we walked there...
we ate at GUSTTIMO, nice atmosphere, cosy and nice food.
the price is reasonable...
i believe what i ate was beef.....shit, i cannot eat beef.....but innocence no guilty la...haha
never mind la... (but end up the next day i diarrhea...)
he bought me a phone pouch and bakerzin tiramisu.....
thank you =DD i love the bday card
and thanks michelle and auntie for the bday song...hahaha

on the following weekend, meijin, mengchin, jianlin, yuenchung, ellie and shirley celebrated for me at CS
big news there =D
congratulations to the newly couple...hahaha
we ate sushi king and dessert at seasons...
thank you jianlin, mengchin, meijin, yuenchung for giving me a soft toy massage machine... but i do not bear to bring it to office ler...haha
thank you ellie and shirley for giving me the etude bb cream...and my cutie gu jun pyu....hahahahaha...actually i was touching by the bday card....super touching la....haha
friends, buddies, best mates...i always know, all of you are the most precious things in my life....
u all will never forget my bday, will never stop celebratnt of r me....
i am not a good ppl, but i have you all... i am really really grateful =D

last week DJT members celebrated october babies at pelangi redbox....wat a superb gathering....
thank you carence and youcheng, for fetching me down and up...hahaha
got transportation really convenient ah...haha
we have carence, youcheng, louis, me, shertian, ahbang, jieying, weiquan and xiaowei...
btw, have to clarify something, october babies are jieying, shertian and me =)
nice K trip! although the food at redbox a bit too salty =S
thank you DJT for the bday cake...actually all of us realised u all went to buy cake la.....
toilet for so long, diarrhea mer? hahaha
after K, we saw xu2 jia1 ying2, the xing1 guang1 3 champion!!! she was very small, looks very normal...she stood in front of me, i waved to her, then she waved back! hahahahaha
she sang very nice!!!
after that we went to foonyew there to have dessert and rojak....
we chit chatted for a long time, end up the dessert autie chased us out....haha
after we sent xiaowei to permas, youcheng sent us back....
end of the celebration...
hopefully, we will have another DJT gathering soon!!! i really really enjoy to hang around with you all!!!!
how about carence's bday? hahaha

thanks U06 ppl for giving me this big surprise!! this is super touching la..... they sent me a bday card, with many ppl blessing...haha by airmail de ler....so nice of them =D
thank you thank you!!!

thanks everyone for the sms wishes, calls, and comments at fb.....
i am really really grateful to have you all!!!!!
it is the blessing to know you all!!!!
love ya!!!!
thank you everyone to make my bday so meaningful!!!!!

ps: carence and shertian..pls upload the photo la =S