My life has started to changed. I was a happy JB kia. But everything had changed since i was graduated......
In foonyew, everyday, I went to school had lesson, every month had exams, quizzes...
I was stressed, but i had friends, teachers and happiness...
Everything had changed since I was gruaduated from fy....
I was wondering, why there is no good and famous uni at jb...and of course, kl is much more further that sg.....
due to sg uni is world ranked, i was forced to choose there...
so near yet so far...i was not able to travel everyday, so i stayed in sg...
had my life there, and only weekend can go home...
since when, i was so unfamiliarized with my own home?
in nus, i had lesson, cca and surrounded with friends.
evertthing is different
i started to have my life without the caring of my family...
slowly, i was already get used to the life
i can stay at sg alone with joyful activities,
i can youtube for the whole day,
when i was hungry, i can ask any of my friends to accompany me for dinner...
we had fun, we talked about exams,lectures, bf and cca...
i always stayled late, until 2am for msn, until 4am for supper and until 6am for chit chatting...
the only concern that time was exams, boring meetings and projects.
other that this, i was happy...and my life was filled with joyful
but
everything had changed since i was graduated from nus....
i was granted to stay at home for 3 months after 3 years leaving...
searching for jobs....and had the relax life...
after i got the job, everyday is filled with work, colleague, ot, work, colleague, ot, work colleague, ot
work at 9am off at 9pm
no life, no leisure, no excitement... sometimes, i even dreamt of office, colleagues and ot...
meet up with friends, the discussion topics are no longer exams, lectures, bf and cca
but works, salary, how long you ot, where you work, where you rent room, branded bags, iphone, bto and marriage.....
everything had changed.....
there is no routine and willingness to go back to sg after sunday every week...but hatred...
when studying, at least i know i still can come back every week, but now...
i have started to think that how long can i stay here..
my life had changed,
but
since when
i am willing to change my life?
since when
i have started to feel that
i am not happy?