i need to work at 4am

i was informed today....
i was assigned to work on 22/11/2009
that day is sunday
and
4am
for our mainly disaster testing....

i am the only one in my department to go for the testing....(i think)
at 4am on a sunday...

what else can i say besides...
DAMN IT!!!!!

气管敏感

i always suffering coughing...
and i believe most of my friends notice it....
if i start coughing, i will continue coughing for 3 months....
so i always suspect i am suffering hundred days coughing...
which means i will recover automatically after coughing for 100 days....

yeah, i was right.....i went to consult doctor...
as my colleague all told me that i am spreading the virus to the office...
and i really wish to take MC....so i went to consult doctor...
if u all know me well, it is really hard for me to go consulting doctor...
haha
i just do not like, and feel afraid....
but, now working liao, MC really important...better go...

doc told me that i am suffering windpipe allergic....maybe due to my nose allergy and easy to get flu.... that's why i keep coughing... and the coughing doesnt sound like the normal coughing...
so drinking cough syrup will not cure....
he gave me 7 packets of medicine and 1 cough syrup.... 38 SGD, damn ex T^T

the main concern is, one of the medicine is lei4 gu4 chun2...
that is the medicine that cause chenliping fat T____T
i must control my appetite these few days...worried worried.....

friday MC, sat, sun free...and monday off in lieu....
4 days free =D

actually...i am very happy that i was on MC!!! no need to work!!! hurray!!!!=DDDDD

shit shit shit

my colleagues say...
our testing was forced to abort...
as the system was down.....
we have to let the IT ppl to solve the problem then test..
otherwise keep testing without solving the problem, the testing will not succeed...
hmm..ok
so, that's means...we will stop testing for two weeks
after two weeks then resume....
but....our deadline still very pack
they told me that, for my case...
i might not be able to go home on weekend from november, when we resume testing anymore....
i need to work during weekends....full shift...
and cannot go home...
damn it.....
the thing i am looking forward to since i start working...
is the reaching of friday..so that i can go home....
good lo....ask me to work on weekends......
shit shit shit.....

happy 22nd bday to me

although my bday already has passed 2 weeks...but...still worth to write la...hahaha

firstly, my parents brought me to restaurant taizi, (cuz restaurant pekin full of banquet=S) then they bought me a white chocolate cake from season, we had mooncake and longjin tea...

then, on my bday eve, my best mates came to singapore to find me for lunch!!!
that was the happiest thing after i work in maybank =S
haha
dearest shirley and ellie met me at ang mo kio hub...
we ordered pepper lunch =D
very very happy to meet them........ nice chat =D
and good luck to ellie....
looking forward to the life that 3 of us work in singapore and dinner together =)

on my bday....i really regretted that i didnt take leave....
cuz totally no mood to work......... and after work, already half day gone...
after dinner then went home then ended my bday....
super wasted!!!
madeline, my cute colleague bought me a muffin, thank you =DDD
a lots of compliment that day....many ppl said that i am pretty....hahahaha
because normally i wear very low profile =S hahaha

dear brought me to ION, win liao lo
he totally didnt know ION is at ORCHARD, instead of SOMERSET
end up we walked there...
we ate at GUSTTIMO, nice atmosphere, cosy and nice food.
the price is reasonable...
i believe what i ate was beef.....shit, i cannot eat beef.....but innocence no guilty la...haha
never mind la... (but end up the next day i diarrhea...)
he bought me a phone pouch and bakerzin tiramisu.....
thank you =DD i love the bday card
and thanks michelle and auntie for the bday song...hahaha

on the following weekend, meijin, mengchin, jianlin, yuenchung, ellie and shirley celebrated for me at CS
big news there =D
congratulations to the newly couple...hahaha
we ate sushi king and dessert at seasons...
thank you jianlin, mengchin, meijin, yuenchung for giving me a soft toy massage machine... but i do not bear to bring it to office ler...haha
thank you ellie and shirley for giving me the etude bb cream...and my cutie gu jun pyu....hahahahaha...actually i was touching by the bday card....super touching la....haha
friends, buddies, best mates...i always know, all of you are the most precious things in my life....
u all will never forget my bday, will never stop celebratnt of r me....
i am not a good ppl, but i have you all... i am really really grateful =D

last week DJT members celebrated october babies at pelangi redbox....wat a superb gathering....
thank you carence and youcheng, for fetching me down and up...hahaha
got transportation really convenient ah...haha
we have carence, youcheng, louis, me, shertian, ahbang, jieying, weiquan and xiaowei...
btw, have to clarify something, october babies are jieying, shertian and me =)
nice K trip! although the food at redbox a bit too salty =S
thank you DJT for the bday cake...actually all of us realised u all went to buy cake la.....
toilet for so long, diarrhea mer? hahaha
after K, we saw xu2 jia1 ying2, the xing1 guang1 3 champion!!! she was very small, looks very normal...she stood in front of me, i waved to her, then she waved back! hahahahaha
she sang very nice!!!
after that we went to foonyew there to have dessert and rojak....
we chit chatted for a long time, end up the dessert autie chased us out....haha
after we sent xiaowei to permas, youcheng sent us back....
end of the celebration...
hopefully, we will have another DJT gathering soon!!! i really really enjoy to hang around with you all!!!!
how about carence's bday? hahaha

thanks U06 ppl for giving me this big surprise!! this is super touching la..... they sent me a bday card, with many ppl blessing...haha by airmail de ler....so nice of them =D
thank you thank you!!!

thanks everyone for the sms wishes, calls, and comments at fb.....
i am really really grateful to have you all!!!!!
it is the blessing to know you all!!!!
love ya!!!!
thank you everyone to make my bday so meaningful!!!!!

ps: carence and shertian..pls upload the photo la =S

blog updated

yaya..i am going to update my blog liao......
haha

haiz...do you all know why i stop blogging for around two weeks?
because...i really complain till super sienz liao =S

last week, was terrible week
monday worked till 9pm
tuesday worked till 8:30pm
wednesday worked till 11pm
thursday worked till 9:30pm
friday worked till 7:30pm

please remember that, my OFFICIALLY off time is 6:30pm....

wat a shit place

this week super busy...because my body was separated....i was doing a big project...but i was called to help another super big project as well....and i hate the latest project....
i dunno why, i hate it........
and my colleague told me that, i need to OT to help them
as the super big project was concerned by our super big boss
and very rush very rush...they say, is like that one
everyone was separated to cover many projects
actually, i was taught by someone for the super big project
they want me to do, to help, but actually i am like a production worker
just do whatever they want me to do, but actually they didnt give much advices about what i should do
i am very confused....i have a mentor to guide me for the big project, but nope for the super big project..
they want me to complete the task, to lessen their workload
but i dont even know what should i do...they are very very busy, as many projects to accomplish....
i ask more, like spending their time...
as what i am really not happy with
is the OT
i dont mind OT
that was what i said during interview
really
i dont mind
but i MIND OT EVERYDAY
and there is NO OT PAY!!!!!!!!!
my colleague told me that"our project really very big, big boss is concerning about its progress as well. and u are on probabation, there is really a history that ppl didnt pass probabtion...so, if u OT to help, this will help you earn points...."
"besides, many of us also OT till very late, I also OT till 11pm everyday"
SO WHAT?

2.1k ler....and basic is only 1.8 ler...u want me OT everyday till 11pm?
NO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if i already exceed the singapore official working hours per week, i believe it is illegal one ba?
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just want to go home earlier.....lock off on time, cannot mer? i cannot travel back to malaysia after work also mer?

last week, i OT till 9pm on wed and thurs.... went home alr 10pm, hadnt taken dinner yet...
then i went bakery to buy a bread as my dinner.....
because no mood to cook to eat anymore....already 10pm, going to bed soon, didnt feel like eating so full......
really sound pathetic

am really not happy with
is tirectly after work, so i intended not to OT, i was assigned a task to coordinate some listing, then forward to everyone everyday, including the boss...but my manager asked me to send him before i forwarded, he wants to check...
ok lo, then i sent him every morning...but he was too busy that day...and still not yet informed me whether i can forward to everyone or not....then i asked him at 6pm, he asked me to wait....
then i told him, but i wanna go home, go back malaysia....
he said: "ok, this time u go, but dont expect next time same as today, everyone of us even work till midnight, dont take off on time for granted...."
walao...
my officially off time is 6:30pm ler...why i cannot off on time? why should i stay if i wanna leave?
i help you OT is my offer, i help you rush project is my offer, why do u take it for granted?
and the point is, there is NO OT PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i am just a smaill ka kia, what can i do? manager and boss got power....

why my department OT like shit? I HATE IT!!!!!!!!what a NO WORK LIFE BALANCE COMPANY!!!!!!

ps: endure till PR first.... DAMN IT!!!!!!!!