wisdom tooth surgery

monday i took Off In Lieu, then went for a wisdom tooth surgery
thanks gx to tell me about the surgery's procedure the day before, so that i had a mentally prepared before the surgery
when my dentist expert told me she felt that the surgery was extremely difficult to perform after seeing my xray, my legs were never stop shaking...... =_=
she said my wisdom tooth was 90 degree askew
and two angle somemore.....
if she didnt manage to pull two angle together out, then that will be a huge problem -_-
that was a horrible experience......
i think i had a huge amount of narcotic injections....
she gave me a mirror to see her surgery
i rejected....then she said, this surgery is much more brilliant and interesting than andy lau's concert lo.....and much more expensive somemore....
then i saw the last part, when she took out my broken teeth...
horrible......
luckily the surgery was successful, she manage to pull the two angle out....
i was given 3 days MC...
that night i went to singapore to see clinic
and asked for singapore clinic listed MC
because Maybank doesnt recognise malaysia's
damn it
because i took leave on monday, so i just asked for 2 days MC
i back home the next day
my chin is swollen
like i have double chin like that
and painful!!!!! not comfortable at all =(
damn it!!!!!!!
and now it is still swollen =(
dont feel like going to work ler =(
although i have already got 5 days break, sat-wed...and only need to start two days work this week
but
i still dun feel like going ler =(

pending

today i took half day leave
super shuang!!!!!
cuz the morning time is super easy to pass
1:30pm then can leave company
woohoooooo!!!!

i went ica....to extend my temporary employment pass
.................
15 mins then settled....
totally dun need to take leave lo..wasted!!!!!!!!!!

then i asked the officer about my pr application status
me: "so, how is my application status?"
officer: "pending"

I DUN KNOW IT IS STILL PENDING MER?????? redundant!!!

gateaway

i need a gateaway even in weekdays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also wish to watch movie, eat dinner, walk around after work =(

did i sleep yesterday???

I have no idea
How did I get thru yesterday night
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?
Seems like I did sleep……..but
I didn’t have the feeling of sleeping unconsciously…..
Normally, when I fell asleep, I will have no feelings until the next day I woke up
But yesterday, I think that I was only lying on the bed……didn’t fall asleep….
I can sense very clearly that I know I didn’t sleep the whole night……
But the weird thing is, if I want to categorize its into imsomnia…I don’t think so….

When I suffer insomnia, no matter how hard I tried, my brain will think a lot a lot a lot of things
And time past very slow…..
And I have a very clear mind!

When I fall sleep….i have one kind of satisfaction after I wake up…..
And the procedure of sleeping is unconsciously…..i will not even know what did I do during sleeping (for example: turn around, grab or kick the blanket….)

But yesterday, neither of the situation happnened……
I have a very clear mind, I know that I didn’t sleep
But
Time past very fast!!!
I dunno how did I get through of it?
I lied on bed at 11pm
The time I looked at the clock is already 3am…..what did I do for the 4 hours in between?
Totally had no satisfaction after "woke up"
I didn’t sleep
Seems like my brain was moving….
There were many stories inside my brain…..
I dunno whether those stories are "real dream" or "the daydreaming I created myself" ?

Ps: the difference between dream and daydreaming is
Dream is created unconsciously……
Daydreaming is "think too much by myself", like I create a story and think a lot a lot a lot of things while I was awake and brain is consiously working….

I have the feeling that "I created the story myself" while I was lying on the bed….
But my brain is not tat clear that how did I create it? Like the stories is continued automatically…..i didn’t have to think more about it….and I only can sense that I wasn’t sleeping!

My brain was very clear till 4am,
only till 5am, I finally had the feeling of sleeping…..(sleep unconsciously)
Bit I woke up at 5:45am…as I followed my dad came out from jb to sg…..

And actually I felt a bit sleepy now….
So
Did I sleep? Or didn’t?

Or, is this a situation as
I didn’t sleep well?

Or, the situation of….
I can sense that I was dreaming?
(cuz normally we will dream unconsciously right?)

people WANTED!!!!!!

Ng Huey Wen
Loh Pei Yoke
Tan Boon Yen
Tan Chip Ying
Teh Yilynn
Yap Shan Ming

Hey gals.....we have never met since my graduation....... that was already 3 months ago....
(except shanming, we did meet at ahzhu place.......,and yilynn...we've never met for more than 8 months -_-)

I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN SHALL WE MEET??????????

quota full

verline's bf told me that
this year PR application quota full....
his friend's friend alr work in singapore for 1 year
his salary is 4k...
but applied PR, fail...

then i think maybe i am from local U, and got the invitation letter....
shouldnt be any problem....

but just now huey wen told me that
our seniors said, the application start from june onwards,
all been rejected.....
even we are from local U and invitation letter....

because singapore PR quota is full for this year......


shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to quit de ler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to work at 4am

i was informed today....
i was assigned to work on 22/11/2009
that day is sunday
and
4am
for our mainly disaster testing....

i am the only one in my department to go for the testing....(i think)
at 4am on a sunday...

what else can i say besides...
DAMN IT!!!!!

气管敏感

i always suffering coughing...
and i believe most of my friends notice it....
if i start coughing, i will continue coughing for 3 months....
so i always suspect i am suffering hundred days coughing...
which means i will recover automatically after coughing for 100 days....

yeah, i was right.....i went to consult doctor...
as my colleague all told me that i am spreading the virus to the office...
and i really wish to take MC....so i went to consult doctor...
if u all know me well, it is really hard for me to go consulting doctor...
haha
i just do not like, and feel afraid....
but, now working liao, MC really important...better go...

doc told me that i am suffering windpipe allergic....maybe due to my nose allergy and easy to get flu.... that's why i keep coughing... and the coughing doesnt sound like the normal coughing...
so drinking cough syrup will not cure....
he gave me 7 packets of medicine and 1 cough syrup.... 38 SGD, damn ex T^T

the main concern is, one of the medicine is lei4 gu4 chun2...
that is the medicine that cause chenliping fat T____T
i must control my appetite these few days...worried worried.....

friday MC, sat, sun free...and monday off in lieu....
4 days free =D

actually...i am very happy that i was on MC!!! no need to work!!! hurray!!!!=DDDDD

shit shit shit

my colleagues say...
our testing was forced to abort...
as the system was down.....
we have to let the IT ppl to solve the problem then test..
otherwise keep testing without solving the problem, the testing will not succeed...
hmm..ok
so, that's means...we will stop testing for two weeks
after two weeks then resume....
but....our deadline still very pack
they told me that, for my case...
i might not be able to go home on weekend from november, when we resume testing anymore....
i need to work during weekends....full shift...
and cannot go home...
damn it.....
the thing i am looking forward to since i start working...
is the reaching of friday..so that i can go home....
good lo....ask me to work on weekends......
shit shit shit.....

happy 22nd bday to me

although my bday already has passed 2 weeks...but...still worth to write la...hahaha

firstly, my parents brought me to restaurant taizi, (cuz restaurant pekin full of banquet=S) then they bought me a white chocolate cake from season, we had mooncake and longjin tea...

then, on my bday eve, my best mates came to singapore to find me for lunch!!!
that was the happiest thing after i work in maybank =S
haha
dearest shirley and ellie met me at ang mo kio hub...
we ordered pepper lunch =D
very very happy to meet them........ nice chat =D
and good luck to ellie....
looking forward to the life that 3 of us work in singapore and dinner together =)

on my bday....i really regretted that i didnt take leave....
cuz totally no mood to work......... and after work, already half day gone...
after dinner then went home then ended my bday....
super wasted!!!
madeline, my cute colleague bought me a muffin, thank you =DDD
a lots of compliment that day....many ppl said that i am pretty....hahahaha
because normally i wear very low profile =S hahaha

dear brought me to ION, win liao lo
he totally didnt know ION is at ORCHARD, instead of SOMERSET
end up we walked there...
we ate at GUSTTIMO, nice atmosphere, cosy and nice food.
the price is reasonable...
i believe what i ate was beef.....shit, i cannot eat beef.....but innocence no guilty la...haha
never mind la... (but end up the next day i diarrhea...)
he bought me a phone pouch and bakerzin tiramisu.....
thank you =DD i love the bday card
and thanks michelle and auntie for the bday song...hahaha

on the following weekend, meijin, mengchin, jianlin, yuenchung, ellie and shirley celebrated for me at CS
big news there =D
congratulations to the newly couple...hahaha
we ate sushi king and dessert at seasons...
thank you jianlin, mengchin, meijin, yuenchung for giving me a soft toy massage machine... but i do not bear to bring it to office ler...haha
thank you ellie and shirley for giving me the etude bb cream...and my cutie gu jun pyu....hahahahaha...actually i was touching by the bday card....super touching la....haha
friends, buddies, best mates...i always know, all of you are the most precious things in my life....
u all will never forget my bday, will never stop celebratnt of r me....
i am not a good ppl, but i have you all... i am really really grateful =D

last week DJT members celebrated october babies at pelangi redbox....wat a superb gathering....
thank you carence and youcheng, for fetching me down and up...hahaha
got transportation really convenient ah...haha
we have carence, youcheng, louis, me, shertian, ahbang, jieying, weiquan and xiaowei...
btw, have to clarify something, october babies are jieying, shertian and me =)
nice K trip! although the food at redbox a bit too salty =S
thank you DJT for the bday cake...actually all of us realised u all went to buy cake la.....
toilet for so long, diarrhea mer? hahaha
after K, we saw xu2 jia1 ying2, the xing1 guang1 3 champion!!! she was very small, looks very normal...she stood in front of me, i waved to her, then she waved back! hahahahaha
she sang very nice!!!
after that we went to foonyew there to have dessert and rojak....
we chit chatted for a long time, end up the dessert autie chased us out....haha
after we sent xiaowei to permas, youcheng sent us back....
end of the celebration...
hopefully, we will have another DJT gathering soon!!! i really really enjoy to hang around with you all!!!!
how about carence's bday? hahaha

thanks U06 ppl for giving me this big surprise!! this is super touching la..... they sent me a bday card, with many ppl blessing...haha by airmail de ler....so nice of them =D
thank you thank you!!!

thanks everyone for the sms wishes, calls, and comments at fb.....
i am really really grateful to have you all!!!!!
it is the blessing to know you all!!!!
love ya!!!!
thank you everyone to make my bday so meaningful!!!!!

ps: carence and shertian..pls upload the photo la =S

blog updated

yaya..i am going to update my blog liao......
haha

haiz...do you all know why i stop blogging for around two weeks?
because...i really complain till super sienz liao =S

last week, was terrible week
monday worked till 9pm
tuesday worked till 8:30pm
wednesday worked till 11pm
thursday worked till 9:30pm
friday worked till 7:30pm

please remember that, my OFFICIALLY off time is 6:30pm....

wat a shit place

this week super busy...because my body was separated....i was doing a big project...but i was called to help another super big project as well....and i hate the latest project....
i dunno why, i hate it........
and my colleague told me that, i need to OT to help them
as the super big project was concerned by our super big boss
and very rush very rush...they say, is like that one
everyone was separated to cover many projects
actually, i was taught by someone for the super big project
they want me to do, to help, but actually i am like a production worker
just do whatever they want me to do, but actually they didnt give much advices about what i should do
i am very confused....i have a mentor to guide me for the big project, but nope for the super big project..
they want me to complete the task, to lessen their workload
but i dont even know what should i do...they are very very busy, as many projects to accomplish....
i ask more, like spending their time...
as what i am really not happy with
is the OT
i dont mind OT
that was what i said during interview
really
i dont mind
but i MIND OT EVERYDAY
and there is NO OT PAY!!!!!!!!!
my colleague told me that"our project really very big, big boss is concerning about its progress as well. and u are on probabation, there is really a history that ppl didnt pass probabtion...so, if u OT to help, this will help you earn points...."
"besides, many of us also OT till very late, I also OT till 11pm everyday"
SO WHAT?

2.1k ler....and basic is only 1.8 ler...u want me OT everyday till 11pm?
NO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if i already exceed the singapore official working hours per week, i believe it is illegal one ba?
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just want to go home earlier.....lock off on time, cannot mer? i cannot travel back to malaysia after work also mer?

last week, i OT till 9pm on wed and thurs.... went home alr 10pm, hadnt taken dinner yet...
then i went bakery to buy a bread as my dinner.....
because no mood to cook to eat anymore....already 10pm, going to bed soon, didnt feel like eating so full......
really sound pathetic

am really not happy with
is tirectly after work, so i intended not to OT, i was assigned a task to coordinate some listing, then forward to everyone everyday, including the boss...but my manager asked me to send him before i forwarded, he wants to check...
ok lo, then i sent him every morning...but he was too busy that day...and still not yet informed me whether i can forward to everyone or not....then i asked him at 6pm, he asked me to wait....
then i told him, but i wanna go home, go back malaysia....
he said: "ok, this time u go, but dont expect next time same as today, everyone of us even work till midnight, dont take off on time for granted...."
walao...
my officially off time is 6:30pm ler...why i cannot off on time? why should i stay if i wanna leave?
i help you OT is my offer, i help you rush project is my offer, why do u take it for granted?
and the point is, there is NO OT PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i am just a smaill ka kia, what can i do? manager and boss got power....

why my department OT like shit? I HATE IT!!!!!!!!what a NO WORK LIFE BALANCE COMPANY!!!!!!

ps: endure till PR first.... DAMN IT!!!!!!!!

i am bored

i dont have work life balance......
so boring....
everyone of my girls....meet up please T^T

grow up?

我不想我不想不想長大
長大後世界就沒童話
我不想我不想不想長大
我寧願永遠都笨又傻

what were i doing last week?

the answer is:
BO~~~

i ZUO BO from 9AM- 6:30PM!!!!
the whole week...

cuz every of my colleagues were too busy...they didnt have much time to teach me....
and some of them asked me to enjoy my "zuo bo" situation......
cuz i will be super damn damn busy after that -___-"
every of my colleagues OT till 10 or 11pm de lo...
cuz they say they cannot finish their stuff.......(and sucks is, there is no OT pay...)

zuo bo for 9 hours...no msn no facebook...cannot tahan.........
not i dont dare to surf net
is because
there is no INTERNET in my maybank department....
only INTRANET!!!!!!!!!!
even google also cannot go -___-
even wana check dictionary also cannot go...damn it


haiz haiz haiz...i dont want to work...i wanna go home =(

sigh

start working tomorrow...
damn sienz...
please please please...i dont want to suffer insomnia today....i go work from jb tomorrow lo...
damn it
i need to act socialable right?
sienz sienz sienz....
ARG!!!!!

.....

" 做你的朋友很累"

i dont want to leave my home

well...amazingly....i got the offer from maybank...
although i am actually more interested in sentosa IR, i have to give up the interview opportunity, as i already signed the contract with maybank....
i dont have bonuses, as maybank dont give bonus....damn it.....
and feel like kena cheated -_-
just get the PR first la....haiz

the time i dont have the job, eagerly want a job
the time i have the job, eagerly pray that the start working day will not approach...
damn it
i am getting used to stay at my own home, my own room, my own bed...
just dont feel like leaving...i have the shit feeling same as 3 years ago, the time i was forced to leave my home in order to study in singapore...
and now i am forced to leave my home in order to work in singapore...
this is totally two different things....at least i can enjoy my long school break at home, but now, i have to wait long long then only have ONE day public holiday....
damn it

and i have a dog now....just dont want to leave my ah bu...what if he forgets me? my parents have to bare in mind that they cannot see their only daughter again.... but currently i am really not suitable to travel everyday... as my working time is 9-6:30 or 7. if i follow my dad's car, i will reach company at 7, and he has to wait for me to off till 7.... haiz.... is totally inconvenient for him... i think i stay at singapore first la, at least have to familiar with my stuff...then see if can travel a year later or not? go home during weekend then....

i dont want to leave my mum, dad, and ah bu..very much =(

damn it....why have i to be in this situation?

i am useless

i am the most useless people in this world..i am the WORST people in this world...
why do I keep losing things? i hate myself for being like this...
i already told myself, be careful, beware...and i already kept checking checking and checking..
i even put somewhere which was considered safe to me...and checked frequently whether it was still there...
i know i cannot lose that things, i know it is very important to me...
i already put my efforts not to lose it...i did...
but, i am useless...i lost..
and i lost something that is on my "die die cannot lose" checklist...
i am very very very angry for myself, and i am very very sad.....
why do I keep losing things??
i am very very very sorry....i know it is too late.. i am useless

stop please -___-

i dont know what had happened to me -__-

i think the reason is, i am too free, too bored....that's why i will come out with this one...

yeah, i baked again -__-

thia times was cupcakes.... and my beater was broken...it was smoking....i think it SOT liao.... and it had a high probability to happen a bomb +___+

so that i have to use my bare hand to mix....

i added raisin and chocolate chips, tasted good =D hahahaha...actually i intended to make a decoration for the cupcakes, as the cute and pretty cupcakes nowadays are very popular...but....i was really too lazy after baking...and no beater...so too bad...hahaha

it tasted very very nice =)

CSJ, stop baking, pls............

my honey!!!!!!

haha, finally meet up my dear dear honey......well, her name is really "honey"...

we have never met since 2 years ago...hahaha...finally =)

this gathering got 4 people, which all were my REAL BUDDIES!!!!!

jianlin, mengchin, honey and i...too bad meijin's boss was torturing her....didnt want to let her go...otherwise we would have full amount....(how about hui ing ler...hmmm)

we met at lavender jusco....there were many mirrors, i like that place!!! can take picture.....hahaha....but too bad, my tuna croissant was out of order -_-

true buddies gathering, next time all 5 ppl must come ah.....=)

cookies and huat kueh day =D

after my sorbet and muffie session...i feel like doing others.....although i think baking is a tiring job (-__-)

so i bought the cookie mixed flour from jusco...because...it will be more convenient than mix the flour myself....hahaha.....(because i am lazy lar...hahaha)

i only need to add one more egg and the butter together with my cookie mixture.....then distibuted it on my baking plate, decorated with chocolate chips..... and actually it was done =_+ really damn easy.......

although it didnt look appealing...but not that bad la....hahaha

then he told me he was going to bake huat kuih....but actually i was busy with my cookies..how did he do that...i really have no idea.....hahaha....i only knew that, he kept stirring stirring and stirring...and even asked for beater.....i got la...but spoilt...to bad la....hahahaha.....then he steamed it...after 15 minutes....it huat liao.....my mum did see the huat-ting kuih, and tasted it.....haha, she won her lottery the next day =D

nice nice muffie =D

first of all, what is muffie?


it is the combination of muffin and cookies...hahaha
(actually he wanted to do muffin...but.... ahem..=P)
he anyhow bought the ingredients, anyhow read the instruction and anyhow baked....all of us actually thought that he would not be able to succeed.......haha.....kept pouring him cold water =p

i brought 4 back without testing....because it was very rush for me+_+...hahaha....AND... my parents commented that the muffie was very nice.....and INDEED, it was really very nice!!!! thank you =D
looking forward for your NEXT baking =)
i really really love it!!! =D

sleepless night

i think i drank too many green tea -_-

and the bed is not comfortable...

i had a sleepless night again =((

(luckily weiyang was still online at 4am..hahaha, thank you=>)

hopeless

it has been a week.......still havent received any calls from Maybank....the result is quite clear.....
i am not selected....am i?
disappointed...haiz

sorbet making =)

i used the RM15 dessert recipe book which i bought in fy last saturday!!! at least my RM15 is not wasted......hahahahaha

the first (or last?? ) dessert i made is strawberry sorbet.....because it looks the easiest...hahaha

the ingredients include: lemonade (actually recipe states lemon juice -_-), 80g icing sugar, 4 teaspoons of strawberry jam (yeah, it is JAM -_-), 360g water, another 50g water....boiled the sugar with the 50g water...then mixed everything together in one container..then freezed overnight...

the next day, took the frozen strawberry mixture to the blender....blended until fluffy then freezed it until firm again....

that's all...hahaha...DONE!!

it tasted GOOD!!!

wahahahahaha

foonyew 96 happy birthday =D

today is foonyew's 96 anniversary......9:30am, mingsean and kaipik came my house to fetch me...we reached foonyew at 10am, then met weijian.....mingsean was forced to buy 3 detergents from s2ac2's junior.. too bad lo, had to support...poor ah sean....hahahathen we found ah tee (oh no, forgot to take pic with her)....then she forced four of us to buy RouRou...=(( (luckily kuan kuan was sold out...hahaha)

today was a raining day...and everyone of us was caught in the rain...(shit..i am not feeling very well now....and foonyew is h1n1 infection area lo.....i am so scared now =(( )today is a small s3ac2 gathering, we got 8 persons, which were mingsean, kaipik, weijian, jianlin, kaixuan, meijin, yuenchung and i......we did support ah lan and ah liao's stall.....wasei, ah lan was very hardworking ler.....non stop helping de lo......her class was really lucky to have this class teacher.....we met ah bin, ah hao. ah liao, ah lan, a zhu, headmistress.....and saw miss chong, mr goh...ah bin's health is ok liao la...but ah zhu's situation is not very ok...haiz...worried =(we intended to have our lunchbox outside of the discipline office...end up we saw ah liu...very scared, end up we moved to guang qian hall....as there were many tables for the thousand ppl dinner tonight..we thought we were being chased by the prepared teachers there, end up, they just advised us to throw the lunchbox after eaten =s (being the alumni really got a lot of benefits...hahaha)haiz...i miss old times....miss the time we were in school....i miss those teachers very much too =(we tried very hard to spend money there...although there was really nothing for us to buy =send up i bought 2 ballons...in order to spend my remain coupons -_-"

(i used RM15 for a recipe book, i really sot liao +_+)

after that, all of us except meijin and yuenchung moved to tebrau city jusco.....and hsienyong came to meet us, we had tea anc chit chatted at old town coffee...i think we sat there for too long, the ppl there kept giving hints to us to chase us out +_+this was a happy gathering!!!! hope all of us can gather more!!!!!!!!
i love S3AC2!!! love you guys many many many =D

happy gathering

today gathered with shirley, ellie and siao wei.....

fun k day =)

neway's menu changed, it doesnt have my favourite black pepper chicken rice anymore....

never mind la, everytime eat this dishes also sienz...

i ordered sour spicy chicken rice....(with a sunshine egg o) it is nice, but too spicy for me =s

the rest of them ordered tomyam soup....shirley said it is awful...hahaha

then shirley and ellie gave me the Harry Potter they bought at Aussie land...hahaha, so happy =)

thank you thank you thank you...i really LOVE it!!!!!! hahahahaha

we sang from 2:30pm to 6pm.....(cuz neway no business...=p) hahahaha

RM21 per pax.....because got 3 bowls of shit RM8 peanuts....(but we were still using student card...although all of us have graduated =p)

i really love K!!!!!!!!!!!

and i love you all, my dear friends =D

let's come out again, ok????? hahaha