"you are not selected"

today went ica with meijia, intended to cancel our student pass....end up, still do not bear to give up our student pass status, went back without cancelling....+_+ really walao....i went to ask my pr invitation letter.....the person in the counter checked for me...

" are you a student now?"

"no, i just graduated"

"but our system shows that u are still a student, and your student pass expired on 2011"

"ya, i applied for 4 years, but i only studied 3 years"

"but is 5 years"

"ya, i also dunno why"

"why u didnt study 4 years"

"because our result have to reach a requirement then can study 4 years"

"so, you only study 3 years?"

"ya"

"u already finished 3rd year?"

"ya"

"we do not have your record, so u are not selected"

"why? what is the criteria for being selected and not selected? who selected?"

"we also dont know, maybe is based on ur result or other performance, and is based on the decision of the management, we also cannot do anything for you."

"......."

"you can try to appeal, you want?"

"ya, i want, can appeal now?"

"you need ur supporting documents with this application form, u also have to write an appeal letter"

"ooo"

"not guarantee can get it though....u can ask you employer to apply employee pass for you, then after that can try to apply pr..."

"but this bad market, there is no employer will help""i can do nothing for you..."

"never mind, thank you......"

from wat i known, the killer point is not my result......sowat the hell is the thing that make me not qualified for the pr invitation letter?????????????i really wish to know that....feeling so sad.....and feel like crying.....haiz....

am i really so useless that even singapore government feels that i am not worth to be their pr?haiz.....the saddest thing is " not everyone is selected, you are not selected...."win liao lo..haiz....make me feel like, i am not worth...haiz haiz haiz......